Share Your Stories About Todd...

Anonymous	A year ago today we lost our dear friend Todd. I'm proud to say that Todd was more than a friend he was like a brother to me. I wanted to share a story with everyone, especially those who didn't know Todd as well as I did. As some of you know Todd was actively involved with the Jimmy Fund and the Dana Farber cancer institute, trying to make an effort so that kids other than himself wouldn't have to go through the same illness that he was going through at that time. It was the summer afternoon of the annual WEEI radio marathon to benefit the Jimmy Fund and Todd was speaking on behalf of the kids at Dana Farber. I remember listening to it in the car with one of my other friends and all Todd could talk about was helping the other kids around him that were ill, rather than himself. He was so mature about how he wanted to be there for the younger kids who weren't exactly sure about the truth of what the illness was all about. Todd went on talking on I was just in awe about how unselfish this kid was and what his positive attitude was really all about. Todd was always one of my best friends but since that day I really understood what made this kid so special, how even people who didn't know him as well as I did could benefit from just being around him. Todd's smile and kindness brought joy to everyone who even sat and spent as little as 2 minutes with him. Almost a year later, the annual Jimmy Fund Radio marathon was coming up. I remember one day I was in my car, ready to go on lunch break from work and I was listening to WEEI. Glen Ordway, a member of the Boston sports media and talk show host was on the air promoting the upcoming fundraiser and he began talking about how uplifting the kids' spirits were over at the Dana Farber Cancer institute. Just then randomly he remembered Todd in particular. He told the story of how Todd was on the air with him last year and just how amazing he was. He spoke a few words about last year's fundraiser and praised Todd for being so thoughtful and caring through his time with the disease. Just then he sounded like he was about to burst into tears when he mentioned that Todd was no longer with us. He went on for a short minute about how special he and everyone else from that day thought Todd was, and how honored they were to have spent time with him. Just hearing someone like this guy talk so highly about a kid he knew for that short of time, just reminded me how truly uplifting Todd's presence was to everyone. I'm assuming it was fate that I happened to turn the car on right when he starting talking about this but after that I lost it. Todd passed away a year ago on November 19th 2002. Not a day goes by when I don't think about how his positive attitude and high spirit have influenced me. I'll never forget him as long as I live. Words can't explain how truly special Todd Schwartz really was and I will forever be honored to call him my friend.
Anonymous	It has taken me so long to write to the story section only because i have wanted it to be perfect because Todd was perfect. He was the best friend everyone has always wanted. He always made you feel so important at all times even if it was just with a simple hello. There are so many stories about Todd that I can think of because we was such an exceptional person. If you ever needed to laugh Todd was always there to put the biggest smile on your face. He was always up to something clever. He was a person, a great friend with so many amazing talents. I still remember biology class freshman year with Plunkett. I sat in between Todd and Ryan and between the two of them, I have never laughed so hard. Todd made me feel so welcome being the "new student" to the grade. One of my favorite memories was on a short wednesday. Todd wanted to shave his head before the end of the school year because he was going to camp that summer. I asked if I could help and he actually said yes. I went to his house after school and actually put an electric razor to his head. After trying to put some kind of symbol in his hair that totally failed, i finally shaved the whole thing and man did it look horrible when i was done. It was so uneven and looked like a 5 year old cut his hair piece by piece, but being the awesome guy he is, he assured me it looked fine. The next day you could tell he completely fixed it after i left, but he still convinced me i did a great job! I have missed Todd so much this past year and i think about him constantly. I know however that he will always be with me and keeping me strong. I love you Todd forever.
Patrick Brassil	The day I met Superman
Norman Greenfied on behalf of the all the Greenfields.	"Todd was a great friend he even taught me how to make my bed and how to be a good friend to my fellow campers . He would always try to brighten up someone's day even if he didn't know him or her. Todd was a great friend and he would want you to feel better becase he had a kind loving heart. Todd will always be with you in your mind and sole you just have to keep him there. We all miss him and feel it to. Sincerely, With all my heart.
Anonymous	One time,it was like summer 2000 i think and todd was my table consuler and we were at dinner and it was the day we had went to the mall/movies for a trip day and he told us to tell about our day so we all went around the table and when we got to him he told us how he got a number from this girl working at a store by telling her Gary Heller was her son and she also gave him a discount :)
by ashley berman	I remember when todd sat at my table and i was young and i didnt know anybody because everything there was alot older than me but todd was the one person that talked to made and made sure i didnt just sit there silent through the whole meal and he proably didnt know it at the time but it meant alot to me..
Anonymous	One night my friends and I were at the Schwartz's house and Todd was hanging out on the couch. We were sitting there with him talking about differents things when his cell phone began to ring. What he said after made me laugh so hard, while his phone was ringing he closed his eyes and said "Please be hot, please be hot," he then looked at the phone and a huge grin appeared across his face, "oh yeah" he said. We laughed because we knew whichever girl it was Todd was glad to get a phone call from her.
Anonymous	I will never forget Snoop, he was the most amazing kid. I am going to miss him so much. He could make my day. And he would tell the best stories. I am proud when people ask who was most like a brother to you and I can say Todd. I know that Todd made such a difference in my life, he taught me to be a better person who is optimistic, and friendly, and to always have an awesome sense of humor!! I love him and i miss him....RIP
Anonymous	Thank you Todd, for offering me your chair that day in fifth grade; for your stories and jokes in band; for being my escort in the fashion show and making sure I had fun instead of being nervous. I know we never became good friends, but really, thank you for being a great person. You made a lot of people happy.
hilary	I will never forget Todd. Whenever I think of camp and the family I will always have from there, he will always be in my heart. I always think of one of the shows the counselors put on for the campers and him and Jeff lip synched to a love song, singing to eachother...and whenever I hear that song Todd's face will be there, belting out the words. No sound could replace his voice, and no words could explain the way he effected so many people's lives with his kind heart. He is irreplaceable.
Anonymous	A couple weeks after camp about two years ago, Todd and two of my other friends came over for a couple hours. We had gotten some food to eat and were just talking when all of the sudden Todd went into my living room and sat down at the piano. He started playing songs incredibly well just from his memory. I hadn't even known that he knew how to play. He said that he had never taken lessons but just always taught himself what he wanted to play. I was so impressed. He was such an amazing, irreplaceable person and we will always love and miss him.
Jessica Fine	I remember when his sister Laura was my counselor my 1st three years at Camp Tel Noar. He always came to visit her and us (her campers). I remember his smile on his face. Now this year I was a JC at Camp Tel Noar and he came to visit like three times. One day they announced he was very sick and Laura and Amy had to leave camp to go visit him. Then the camp made a sign saying "Get Well Todd." and everyone had to sign it and it was sent to him with a video of campers and staff sending messages to him. I still remember him saying hi to me when he visited those couple nights this summer in August and before then. He was a great counselor, caring and loving. Todd will always be in my mind and in my heart and will never be forgotten.
Anonymous	Whenever we were being stupid and quarreling in the bunk, Todd was usually the one to quiet everyone down and talk sense to us. He knew it was always just a waste of our time. We always joked that he was the leader of the bunk. Whether we said it or not, I think we all knew it was true. When Todd spoke we all listened.

Anonymous	Whenever we were being stupid and quarreling in the bunk, Todd was always the one to cut it off and talk sense into our heads. He knew it was just a waste of our time. We'd always joke that Todd was the leader of the bunk. Whether we actually admitted it or not, I think we all knew it was true. It was just that whenever Todd spoke, we all listened.
Katy	I remember Todd so well. It seems like yesterday, he was a senior, walking down the aisle to recieve his diploma. He was always so happy and smiley. I remember him with his "2001" glasses on smiling. He was also in my spanish class his senior year, my sophmore. I talked to him online a couple of times, mostly to ask what the spanish homework was, but he never got upset with me for IMing him or bothering him to ask what the homework was. He could make everyone laugh. He always made me smile when I saw him because he was such a happy person. When I talked to him a couple of weeks ago to ask him about UMASS Amherst, he answered all of my questions, even though he didn't remember me. He even said "I feel like I'm friends with a girl from Westwood here." That made me smile, because even though he didn't remember me from Spanish, he was still friendly enough to talk to me. I, like everyone else who was lucky enough to know Todd, will miss him greatly. I wish we could go back to the days when I was a sophmore and he was a senior.. RIP Todd - we miss and love you..
Mike Berube (Bubba)	I will never forget the first time i saw General Schwartzcoff walk up to practice with us. Todd was this small little guy with all of us but he had the determination and heart to go right after someone twice his size. One day after practice we had all decided that we should name our sticks, some of us gave our sticks names like goldy, or bessy, but Todd told us all how he had thought of a good name for his, he told us all that he had named it "The Hebrew Hammer" and naturaly that name stuck with him. He was one of the smallest kids on the field but he was also the one who could in the blink of an eye come out of nowhere with the Hebrew Hammer and turn the game right around. His heart and love of the game made each day playing with Todd a new fun experience that we looked forward to all day durring school. The stories on bus rides, the jokes about coaches,teachers and guys on the team that will always be remembered. Todd had a way of bringing us all together, the quietest kid on the team in the begining of the season would be one of the most outspoken in the end because Todd would show them how close we could all be. He will be missed but never forgotten. Your always my team mate but more you were a friend. thanks for eveything Toddski.
Anonymous	"God saw you were getting tired, and a cure was not to be…So He put His arms around you and whispered "come to me". With tearful eyes we watched you and saw you pass away...Although we loved you dearly we could not make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest...God broke our hearts to prove to us He only takes the best..."
Anonymous	Todd was nothing short of amazing. I can still remember his speech on class day when he said the words that brought tears to everyone's eyes: "to say that this year has been difficult would be an understatement." We all know what Todd went through, and yet I never once saw him without a smile on his face. Todd was a strong, positive person, and was an inspiration to us all. He will be remembered always. RIP Todd, we love you!
Anonymous	I remember Todd talking sense into my head. I remember being in love with a certain older counsler(who will remain nameless). Todd was just a good friend. He probebly thought i was pathetic like the rest of my bunkmates but he always seemed to cheer me up. He brought the best out in all of us and hell be missed greatly. Rest In Peace Todd.
Anonymous	I went to Israel with Todd on the Pembroke/Tel Noar/Tevya trip. I am grateful to have gone on that trip with Todd and everyone else. I know that we all shared one of the best experiences of our lives. I am so sad to have heard of the death of Todd, he was always such a nice kid and his mere presence could always make us smile and laugh. I just want to send a poem by Rebecca Kramer which was read on our last night in Israel, to remember our experience in Israel and in Todd's memory. Bare feet on hot pavement, beat out sounds of summer Far away from home, and sheltered lives All the attractions are toured, By giggling girls and muscular boys We pay our respects to the wall,Slipping notes in the cracks And reciting KADDISH, As we tear our clothes And then dance away the nights, in smoke filled dance halls, And little tourist traps We have been thrown together, By faceless names, in well-lit offices Hired to coordinate "meaningful summers" We learn to explore, together Becoming so much closer Then anyone could ever have known or suspected Hoped or dreamed We are tourists in a strange land Which slowly grows, To feel like home Dutifully, we wear our hats, carry our water-filled canteen in our backpacks or bags And take pictures of random soldiers and hasadim who look at us with contempt and wonder why we bother, and whether we really care The letters come from home, over seven thousand miles away, "are you wearing sunblock" "stay away from Arabs" "and plese write soon" We laugh to ourselves, and throw them aside Nothing can touch us, not now, not here We learn to be quiet, in dark museums and have pillow fights, in strange hotel rooms, where we stay for a night And lock the doors when we leave We make random friends, from other groups, "You're from Ohio, Do you know Sandy?" Hoping for bits of gossip from home We talk a moment, and then move along Thrilled by new bits of trivial news We sleep on the bus On the way to Arad or Ben Gurion's tomb As we loudly complain, about trivial things, which we know, Don't matter at all And close our windows tightly, as we pass through the west bank Arguing, over what tapes to play today And hoping that someone will come with the mail No one will ever know, At home when we return What this summer has meant They will ask poiltely Pretending to understand private jokes and experiences we have all had They will look at the albums, connect the names with faces And places with events They will laugh at the twenty four pictures of the sunrise over Masada And silently wonder why we took them all But they will never know, the pain of yad vashem, the beauty of eilat, the wonder or our shabbats, or the CLOSENESS of our group And how it felt to say GOODBYE but we will REMEMBER as we write letters late at night while term papers lag on desks unfinished and forgotten And when the phone bills arrive and must be worked off Six hous a day at boring jobs We will REMEMBER it all And when we sit around sedar tables, amongst family and friends saying as always "next year in Jerusalem" we will secretly smile, as we drink our last glass of wine thinking of Jaffa Street,And Ben Yehuda, And of the Old City And wishing that it could be true That we could return To the sounds of summer, and the pounding of bare feet on Jerusalem Stone Todd you will always be in our hearts and memories! We will miss you dearly!
Anonymous	"Todd was such an amaizing person, whenever he was around, you knew it. He had such great spirit and didn't let anything stop him from doing the things he enjoyed. He was able to live his life and graduate high school despite the odds he was up agianst. Todd was one of those people who you feel lucky to have known, he helped to change many lives. He is a role model for everyone he ever knew. The one thing i will always remember is his personality, Todd was the nicest person i have ever met and i will never forget his smiling face. That is a face that we all saw on the day we never thought he would see, his high school graduation. I remember sitting in the gym on that day and watching as Todd went to recieve his diploma. Every single person in the gym rose to their feet and was clapping for this amaizing person. I remember seeing him walk back with the biggest smile on his face wearing his class of 2001 glasses. Todd was a role model and an insperation for everyone he met, he touhced everyones hearts and will never be forgotten. Todd helped to teach people about life in so many ways. He is truly loved and going to be missed greatly....Todd...we love you and will always remembber you and your love for life...we miss you...RIP "
Anonymous	I may not know Todd but I know a lot of people who do. I heard he was a great person. I told my friend who knew him that he isn't dead well at least not in her heart. He sure was important to her. They were like best friends. I know what it is like to have a loved one die. But to some people Todd's death was the most important. You have to be thankful that Todd even was alive to be a great friend, son, if he was a bro, too, and relative. I am sorry Todd family but remember you have all of those memories and he is not dead at least in your heart.
Herson McGarrity	To say Todd was anything less than amazing would be an understatement. Todd was the kind of person that if he was nearby, you would know about it. Todd lit up the room with his smile, his stories and just his kindness. He was an inspiration to us all on the field, in school and in life. When I look back and think of the times I had the privilege to spend with Todd, I do not cry but smile. Todd was a great person, he impacted us all in different ways, but in the end the results are the same, he always radiated with a positive attitude and helped out whenever anyone needed it. He will be missed, but I know that he hasn't left; he is still within us all. You will be with us forever Todd.

Rosemarie DeCenzo	When Tomorrow Starts Without Me When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for awhile, I'd say good-bye and kiss you And maybe see you smile. But then I fully realized, That this could never be For emptiness and memories, Would take the place of me. And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, My heart was filled with sorrow. But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home. When God looked down and smiled at me, From His great golden throne, He said "This is eternity, And all I've promised you." Today for life on earth is past, But here it starts anew. I promise no tomorrow, But today will always last, And since each day's the same way There's no longing for the past. But you have been so faithful, So trusting and so true. Though there were times you did some things, You knew you shouldn't do. But you have been forgiven And now at last you're free. So won't you take my hand And share my life with me? So when tomorrow starts without me, Don't think we're far apart, For every time you think of me, I'm right here, in your heart.
Anonymous	I remember at camp during one of my earlier years when the oldest campers put on the play "Bye Bye Birdie." Todd was cast as the lead heart throb that year, and no one deserved it more. Although the play was not the greatest the Sunset Lake theatre delivered in it's history, with most actors and actresses looking to Sandy for help on their lines, Todd made the whole production worthwhile. Watching him dance around the stage singing in that bright golden spandex suit was enough to keep even the youngest campers entertaine. Todd was an amazing person, which was obvious to me from the beginning of the short period of time I knew him. His laughter and smile and humor lit up even the bleakest of days, and I know he will be greatly missed. Rest in peace Todd, we all love you.
Matt Clayman	When i remember todd, i cant help but be reminded of all the fun that he was. I can not remember one time when i was with him that i didnt have fun. I remember one day, on the field for a color war ultimate frisbee game at Camp Tel Noar, it was probably about 95 degrees, and noone wanted to play. After about 10 campers from bunk 4 (which my bunk was at the time) begged for him to not make us play, he finally gave in, but with one stipulation; we were to have a freestyle contest to see who would win the color war event. At this point, noone even cared who won, we just wanted water. Todd called steve hoffman over, who could make just about any beat with his mouth, and there, in the middle of a half organized ultimate frisbee game in the middle of a jewish camp, turned his hat backwards, sagged his pants, and danced around rapping about absolutely nothing. If anyone else did this, they would have been laughed at, but the way that todd did it was one of the funniest things i had ever seen. The whole frisbee game stopped as if the frisbee had froze in the air, and wouldnt come down until todd was done with the show, everyone turned towards todd and steve, watcheing in amazement as the 2 jewish counselors rapped. Todd always had a way to him that would make the most pointless activities worth while. Another time i remember was the counselor talent show. Todd and jeff frost came up with the idea to dress todd up in a cowboy-like costume, and have frost wear a dress. They danced around on stage, while the whole camp, amazed with what we were seeing, became silent. Todd and jeff put on one of the funniest skits i have ever seen at camp. This past summer at camp, when we were told that todd was sick again, it brought the CTN family much closer together. Only todd could help make a family of over 300 campers, who thought they were as close to eachother as possible, become much closer than ever imagineable. I know that todd is still living in everyones hearts, and running through everyones minds with his infamous smile, while also looking down on us all, living out the rest of his life, piece by piece, through everyone who he knew, and loved. REST IN PEACE TODD. ONLY THE GOOD DIE YOUNG.
Anonymous	Everytime I think of Todd I will always remember his big hugs that he would give me when he saw me around camp, and that amazing smile of his. He always made me laugh and always brightened my day with that smile, that I will never forgot. One memory about Todd that I will never forget is a talent show at camp. Todd dressed up in fuzzy red pants and wearing no shirt, waxed his body down and performed with Jeff, who I should mention, was dressed in a bikini. Together, they lipsang and acted out "A Whole New World" from Aladdin. I have to say, Todd the good looking guy he was, looked hot with his body waxed down and I don't think that there was one girl that night that didn't tell Amy how lucky she was to have such a good looking brother. Although performing in what others would think embarrasing way, he seemed to be having the time of his life. He loved to make everyone else laugh with his sense of humor, and helped so many people enjoy camp that much more. Todd you will truly be missed at camp and everywhere else, by everyone that you truly touched. You will always have a place in my heart. Rest In Peace.
Jen	I can remember Todd from when I was a freshman. He was in my spanish class w/ Mrs. Perry. Him and Buck always asked me how to do the homework. Todd sat right next to me. He would always find a way to get the answers off my Spanish exam..and it was ok with me..I really didn't care. But, he always got the same grade as me. He would copy my Spanish homework the day that it was due and hand it in like he did the whole thing by himself...lol. I remember Class Day 2001. I remember seeing him wear those 2001 glasses. He was such a goof. I remember seeing a smile across his face. It is one smile I will never forget. The day he graudated was the happeist day of his life. I'll never forget Todd for as long as I live. I loved that kid. We might not have been "friends" but he is one soilder I'll never forget. I love you and miss you Todd. R.I.P buddy!
Carrie Bresnick	"When loved ones die, you have to live on their behalf. See things as though with their eyes. Remember how they used to say things, and use those words oneself. Be thankful that you can do things that they cannot...and also feel the sadness of it..." - Corelli's Mandolin by Louis de Bernieres Through the 9 years that I knew him, Todd and I had a really special friendship. We didn't always have to use words, I feel like it was always just understood. He was the eptiome of CTN in a lot of respects- always involved, always looking to spice anything up at all costs. On our white water rafting trip in 10th grade, he thought it was hysterical to almost tip the boat over (over and over and over again) just to make the females scream. He was absolutely magnetic, and i saw that not only at camp, but at UMASS too. People were always in his room, and he was always laughing or chilling with his mischevious grin, quick to come up with off color remarks to catch everyone off guard, always the center of attention...but never in an obnoxious way. I'll always remember him in his joker hat from when we were 13 or 14. It was so nice to have him at school these past two years. He wasn't just a summer friend, now I could just walk down a flight and say hi, and i could expect a visit from him every once in a while. Toddy Treats had any kind of candy you could possibly need.... A few of my friends from school said this to me recently, and it's so true "I didn't know Todd very well, but I consider him a friend." He honestly made an impact on everyone he met, whether he knew them for years, or moments. I feel lucky to have grown up with him, and especially lucky to have been at school with him these past 2 years. As awful as this is, and as sad as we all are, we just really have to keep in mind exactly what Todd's legacy was. Everything counts guys- everyday, every person. CTN...i love you forever. Todd will always be with us...we just gotta keep in mind that we can get through whatever comes our way. If he could get through his fight with a smile, the rest of us can handle ANYTHING. I wish you were here snoop toddy....
Anonymous	For all the things I could say about such a bright spirit, I'll leave you all with this. For Todd: "some birds aren't meant to be caged; their feathers are just too bright. And when they fly away the part of you that knows it was a sin to lock them up does rejoice, but still the place you live in is that much more drab and empty that they're gone." -Shawshank Redemption
Anonymous	I think one of the funniest story that Todd would tell would be the way that he came to have an earring in the upper cartilage of his ear. He says that he was at the mall, with no intention of piercing anything, when he sees two cute girls peering into a shop window. He walks by and sees that they are looking at a guy getting his ear pierced in the same place. They are saying "oh that looks so good" and "oh that is hot." So Todd tells it that he walks into the store and yells "sign me up to get one of those things." Writing this now I see that it wasn't the so much the story itslef that was funny, but Todd's delivery of it. He had the gift to make even the most basic story hilarious and captivating. Few people could hold attention like Todd.
Anonymous	The 00' summer at Camp Tel Noar might have been the worst of my life. For numerous reasons, i simply was having a horrible summer. One night, i began to throw up in the nurses office. I felt worse than i had in a long time, and i couldnt even gather up the strength to go into the back room. Being late at night, the infirmary was virtually empty. Who should walk in, at 11 oclock, but Todd. He stayed there with me--talking me through it, making me me forget my pain and allowing me to laugh for a while. He was good at that. No matter how hard it got, he told me to keep having a positive outlook on it, that id feel better soon. At around 12, the medication began to kick in, and Todd resolved to take me back to my bunk. i wasnt his camper, so i wasnt his responsibility, but he insisted on taking me anyway. He nearly carried me back to my bunk, with a smile on his face, desperately trying to keep a smile on mine. I thanked Todd for that night, for watching over me, but at the time, to me, it just seemed like the type of thign that Todd always did.
Anonymous	Todd is definately the most amazing person that I have and will ever meet. No one could ever compare to Todd, his personality was like no other and if you were in todd's presence, there was no way you could help but smile. Todd was full of life and happiness and hope. I will always remember the times I spent in awe of him at camp. Just watching him his JC year as councelor gave me goose bumps, I don't think that camp has ever seen such a fun loving, all around great councelor. He gave those kids 110% and that's special. Todd gave everything his all and will definately never be forgotten. I truely am a better person because I was friends with Todd. He Todd me more than I knew at the time, but those lessons are something I will keep with me forever. I hope that someday i make a life long impression on someones life...just as Todd did on my life. Todd-thanks for being you. I will love and remember you forever. Rest In Peace.

Anonymous	Todd and I were never very close friends, but he always made time to talk to me. We became friends when we sat at the same table one summer. If I ever came to the table looking upset or unhappy, Todd did something to make sure a smile was put back on my face. If I ever walked by without saying hi to him, he would call out my name and make me come over and give him a big hug. Without even trying to, Todd made a lasting impression on the lives of everyone he met. Todd truly was an amazing person and a role model for many. He will never be forgotten, you will always be in the hearts of the CTN family. Todd we all love you and miss you very much.
Danny Silberstein	I remember when Todd would come in to bunk 1 at Camp Tel Noar to help me and other bunk mates make our bed and clean. I also remember when someone was upset he would make them fell a lot better. Todd was one of the better staff an the camp.
From the Moore Family	My memories of Todd are all great. There was never a time when with Todd that I didn't feel like I had a friend. Todd truly was a magnificent person with all the character you could hope that one person could have. Any time Todd was to arrive at a party or just to hang out people would stay an extra hour because his presence was rewarding to them. I don't know anyone like Todd, I am so proud and happy that I was able to know him like I did, as a true friend. I use to call him Kenny Schubert in junior high because he would pretend to be a lounge singer in Spanish class, one thing he definitely was was hilarious, he had a very sharp wit and had the ability to make everyone comfortable and accepted. The last time I saw him was over the summer, he gave me a big hug and told me that any time I was at Umass to come see him and I wish I had that chance. I can't say enough about the greatness of Todd Schwartz but I can say for a little guy he accomplished a lot of big things with a loving heart and I will always consider him a brother and a true friend, rest in peace Todd, there is much love for you here and you have a great family and great friends, you made it worth while to know you, with all loving support and best wishes from Patrick Moore and the Moore family. P.S- Westwood and the world will never be the same without you here, and just know that we all love you and your family to whom I extend my deepest sympathy and gratitude for raising such a tremendous son.
Anonymous	Todd was just one of those people who made your day. No matter what was going on with you or how horrible of a day you were having just looking at Todd and seeing how much he loved life made all life's little problems become trivial things. Although I was not close with him, I am proud to say that I graduated with him and on that graduation day as we all sat there wondering what the world was all about, he already knew most of the answers. He taught all of us to appreciate life and all that it has to offer. Thank you for teaching me about life and thank you for breaking my finger...every time I look at it I will always remember how little problems in life really don't matter and, like you said after it happened, I will always remember you for it. My thoughts and prayers go out to Todd's family, close friends, and his "brothers." Rest in Peace.
Melissa	"Nothing that is loved is ever lost, and no one who has ever touched a heart can really pass away, because some beauty lingers on in each memory of which they've been a part." Todd - only you could make sitting on a couch for hours...with a plate of brownies...better than anything else in the world. Thanks for all of the smiles, you will forever be in my heart. I love you always and miss you everyday.
Becky	Toddy: For ice cream in plastic hats, let it happen, tunes from Toddy, plane letters, meteor showers, keep smiling, Hull Beach trip (it just appears), snow globes, sun catchers, big pimpin, "Beaches" and brownies, postcards, Easter lunches, raspberry seltzer, and wire twisted into heart shapes, thank you. I know I will never again meet someone with your humor, kindness, devotion, and grace. You never let us worry about you. I love you and miss you and feel your smile every day. Stay big pimpin like only you can
Ruth Sussman	I keep Todd's picture in my dining room. I have been going through a difficult period in my own life, but when I think my problems are overwhelming, I look long and hard at Todd's smile and I find peace and courage. Thank you, Todd. In the short time that was given to you, you were and continue to be an inspiration to many. I love you.
Andrew	One thing I keep remembering about Todd may seem kind of foolish. I was telling him about how one of my campers, who was rather on the heavy side (and shall remain nameless) kept calling me everyday to see if I wanted to join him for lunch. I mean everyday without fail, and it was getting annoying. So when I told Todd this, he just smiled and gave out such a huge laugh exclaiming "THAT KID JUST LOVES TO EAT LUNCH!!!! HA HA HA!" In a way that you would only hear from him, and let me tell you it was quite a funny moment. This simple observation just became one big joke because of the way it was said and who said it. I had told the story to some other people before Todd but never to such a response. Todd just had the ability to do that with just about anything. He could take a simple statement or observation and turn it into something meaningful, funny, or memorable. In this case it is very memorable because I just can't stop thinking about it. I miss you buddy. b e a v e r
Rory	Ya know, no one does it like Toddy did. With an amazing personality Todd really left a mark everywhere where he went, and with every person he met. He didn't want to be sick, but if that's how it was gonna be then he worked with it...there is no person on this planet that could take 19 years and do what Toddy did with them. If anyone has taught me something i will keep with me forever, it was Todd. His words were so sincere when they had to be...otherwise you could always count on him for a good smile or laugh. Don't worry because Todd knew the answer to anything..or at least he could make you believe he did. Whether he did or he didnt he surely knew the answers to all the important questions, and that will be with me forever. I am thankful and unbelievably blessed to have known Toddy..i'm lucky to have been taught to live with his spirit and his passion for life, we all know it was kinda hard bein Snoop T-O double D..thanks for everything Todd- you know what's up and you always will. You'll forever be in my heart and i'll always be thinkin of ya. I hope you sleep well, and forever dream sweet. i miss you, i love you..smile down on us playa..i got nothin but love for ya- do your thing boy, see you when i get there =) peace out
Anonymous	Todd was one of my best friends. He was one of those kids that just lit up the room with his presence and made everything that much better! For as long as I can remember, Todd has been making people smile and laugh like no one else could. Every memory I have from high school and even the short time here at college, Todd has always been close by if not right beside me. Watching him go through his treatment over the past two years has been a nightmare none of us ever wanted to experience, but somehow it didn't slow Todd down at all. Through every twist and turn of his illness, he still found the energy to be right there for all of us. To me, that is what made him so special. Through it all, he was always there. I can remember hearing the news of his cancer from his mother in the lobby of children's hospital on Christmas eve 2000. That was possibly the worst day of my life cause none of us knew what was to come. Knowing Todd as well as I did though, I should have known that he wasn't gonna let this stop him from living his life as a crazy, high-spirited, energetic teenager. Somehow, Todd found a way to keep his head up through it all. He still lived the crazy life of a teenager and never let the illness slow him down. Todd's courage and positive attitude over the past two years has been an inspiration to me and to everyone. I don't know if any of anyone else could have put up with this situation better that he did. I'll never forget the countless number of memories Todd. Camping out, Murph's breakfasts, road trips to nowhere, Celtic's and Sox games, M'nH's (haha), it's just not gonna be the same without ya. But I know you'll be smiling down on us forever, and I know wherever you are out there, you'll still be pimpin' T$ style! Never say goodbye, much love kid. Amy, Laura, Mr and Mrs. Schwartz, We'll always be there for you guys cause you're like family us, you always have been. We love you and we'll see ya soon! "Till the day we meet again, in my heart is where I'll keep you friend"

Anonymous	Toddy, Toddy, what can I say I think about you everyday Whenever you are thought of, I always smile pictures of you and me, I have a hige pile Looking at them is so much fun because of the memories with you, i have a ton Israel is where it all began I was by far your biggest fan On the balcony is where we met you having a huge grin on your face was a sure bet Memories with you, oh this list can go on my personal favorite was talking on the lawn This summer Boston is where we went Throughout the years, poems are what you sent Blue Man group was a blast I just wish the day did not go by so fast I'll never forget your glasses flying or the lady in front, loudly sighing Our walk in the Cape was definitely great us meeting was for sure fate I'll always keep that special ring Because to me, you were my king Your little princess is what you called me you on the other hand was my "speedy" "always" and "forever" is what we said especially before we went to bed To my heart you hold the key You are so special, I hope you see You touched my heart in so many ways I can express my feelings for you in just a phrase... I Love You!!!
Matthew Martin	I haven't seen Todd since I stopped going to CTN, but it's amazing to see how Todd helped keep the CTN family together. I remember his big smile, strong leadership skills, and the joy and he brought to every single person he encountered. The world is going to miss you Todd.
John Cianciarulo, '00	Todd constantly brought a smile to my face. He was unbelievably funny and that is something I will never forget.
Anonymous	Todd was an inspiration to us all. If i can live just one day of my life to the fullest like Todd did, then I will be a better person because of it. He had the nicest smile, the deepest laugh, the best personality, and the biggest heart. There is such a void now that he is no longer with us. I am proud to say that I knew Todd. He did not go unnoticed and he will never be forgotten. We miss you Snoop Todd.
Anonymous	Todd was like another brother to me, whether he knew it or not. He was a kid who loved life, more so than anyone I have ever met. He lived each day to the fullest and no matter what the circumstances were, he was going to continue to do so. Todd appreciated life so much which is why he could be seen everywhere with a smile on his face. When I first became close friends with Todd, I knew I was in for a treat. He could tell jokes with the best of them, but could also listen when he felt you needed someone to talk to. He wasn't a shy kid by any stretch of the imagination. He was so sincere and optimistic that you knew, no matter what, that everything was going to be ok. I remember the day when I first heard of Todd's cancer. Everyone who showed up to see him was in tears, but not Todd. I walked into his hospital room desperately trying to hide my own tears (Todd wouldn't have wanted to see me crying). However, I soon began to smile as I saw Todd lying in bed watching his favorite team, the Red Sox. From the very first day, he handled his illness with amazing courage, fearlessness, and determination. Todd's strength was simply amazing. He was not the biggest kid, but that didn't matter. He had the biggest heart. Despite his illness and however sick he was feeling on a given day, Todd was there for me. This is what I will always remember about him. He made sure that his cancer was never the topic of conversation because he never wanted the attention. He made me realize how special life is and to always reach out and try to help people. Todd is the most unselfish kid I have ever met, and for this, I am so thankful. So thankful not only to have had him as a close friend, but in my mind and heart, as a brother. There are so many memories that I have of Todd, and these are the things that I will miss the most. Whether it was hanging out at his house with the family or going into Fenway Park to see the Red Sox, you couldn't be anywhere without Todd. He was up for anything at anytime. Todd, even with his illness, had more energy than anyone I have ever met. Although he was slow getting out of his house, haha, he was ready to make sure that he and everyone around him was going to have a good time. It was the little things he did that meant so much to me. It was his charm, charisma, and warmth which attracted everyone to him. His presence can never be replaced. Todd, my friend, my brother, I know you're watching over me. I will never forget you and everything you did for me. You taught me so much about life and how to be a good person. It will never be the same without you down here, but I know you're still with me, now and forever. To Mr. and Mrs. Schwartz, Laura and Amy, you're family. I love you all and I will always be here for you. And until we meet again Todd, may God hold you in the hollow of his hand. If heaven was a mile away.....1 love kid
Anonymous	There is only one person I know that had the ability to make me feel like I was the most special person in the world. No matter what day or condition it was, all I had to do was go visit Todd and I would leave feeling on top of the world. He is the only person in the world that has ever had the effect on me. He always knew how to make me feel special and put a smile on my face. Even though we didn't hang out everyday knowing Todd was around made everything always seem OK. He was an inspiration for me, and I know that a day will not go by when he does not cross my mind. Todd.. i love you.. Thanks for teaching me what life really is about.
Carl (Uncle Chuck), Marsha, Jordanna and Danny Shapiro	"A life is not important except in the impact it has on other lives." - Jackie Robinson This quote, by a legendary baseball hero, bears great reflection on the overwhelming importance and contributions to others of Todd’s life. A testimonial to this is the support and outreach of emotion that we experienced, and observed, from an amazing number of people, especially his friends. It seems that, even during his illness, Todd always did whatever it took to share with others the joys and experiences of life.

Ashley	Todd~ I wish there was something I could write to bring you back, because I miss you more and more everyday. When I think back to sophomore year Spanish class what a crush I had on you I just laugh, and to think if either of us had just spoken up. But fate has a funny way of working things out. I will never forget that night, you meant so much to me. And the endless conversation on Bryan's trampoline (I never figured out who the dog was!) Long Live the Rec Staff Parties. As for your painting.. this next ones for you. Your smile is with me everyday and you'll always have a place in my heart! You were a special person.. I mean who else could create an "Air Head" board and still be loved. You said it best Todd--> "You can always retake a test, but you can never relive a party" RIP I Love You Ashley
Anonymous	I suppose I don't have just one story, with one meaning to share. I don't think I can even convey my thoughts in a very coherent way considering the rush of emotions I've felt in the last few months. Emotions I'm sure everyone else has been coping with as well. I suppose I'm writing this story mainly for Todd, but I hope people out there can extract something from it to whether it be remembrance, empathy, sympathy, tears or especially love. It's been a long time since the funeral and as my friends have suggested, it's time to face reality, something I guess I've been putting off for long enough. My mother recently reminded me of a time in high school, apparently a very depressing time, when I was suffering some fallout from some relationship-related issue. I doubt it was anything important, but you know how high school kids can get when something "really terrible" happens. Anyway, as the story was recalled to me, Todd had come over that night to hang out, wearing one of his MANY hats I'm sure, probably a Red Sox one, and we had laughed and watched T.V., just killing time and I was beginning to feel better I'm sure. After he left my mother said, "That Todd Schwartz sure is a great kid". According to my mother I looked at her and said, "He's the reason I get up in the morning." I'm not going to emphasize 'who Todd was' or 'what kind of person he was'. Anyone who met him for more then 5 seconds doesn't even need to be reminded. Nevertheless, I think I'd be remiss if I didn't say that I'm a better person for knowing him. When I was down, he picked me up, whether or not he even knew it. As trite as it is, my feelings on Todd's passing are a series of seemingly meaningless one-liners. 'There's a great big hole in my heart where Todd used to be and even if I were to try, nothing could ever fill it.' or 'It's funny how some people come into your life and make an impression that's only felt after they're gone.' Nevertheless, they mean a lot of me. I wish I could've told him how much he meant and what his life did for me. "And so, I am glad not that my loved one has gone, but that the earth he lived and laughed upon was my earth too, that I had closely known and loved him and that through my love I'd shown...tears over his departure? nay, a smile that I had walked with him a little while..."
RLM	God looked around his garden And found an empty place, He then looked down upon the earth And saw your tired face. He put his arms around you, And lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful.. He always takes the best. He saw the road was getting rough, And hills were hard to climb So He closed your weary eyelids, And whispered "Peace be thine." It broke our hearts to lose you, But you didn't go alone For part of us went with you The day God called you home. God gave us strength to bare it, And courage to take the blow, But what it means to lose you Only God and us will know. Thinkin' about ya TJS =) <3 RLM
Alex Griffiths	Hi, My name is Alex Griffiths and I am 7 years old and I live in Westwood, MA. I did something different on my birthday this year: instead of having my friends bring presents for me I asked them to bring a donation for the Jimmy Fund. I did this because my kindergarten teacher, Mrs. Janet Schwartz, had a son named Todd. Todd died of cancer and the Jimmy Fund really helped him a lot. We raised over $300.00 and I hope this money helps hundreds and hundreds of kids who have cancer. Sincerely, Alex Griffiths